I can’t sleep!
I feel so apprehensive and yet excited about this whole project. This is massive.
Can I actually take this on!?
There are so many potential pitfalls. After all there are 52 Fridays in one year!
Is it possible to change a habit of nearly 20 years!? Of binge drinking, social drinking, drinking alone, drinking secretly, drinking when I don’t even feel like drinking?
I need an anchor. A mental anchor to come back to. In the last hour alone, led in bed my mind has convinced me I can’t do it, that I can do it, then that I can’t again…
One day at a time…
Day 1 done. Only 364 more to go.
Now just need to sleep……….